{"version":"1.0","provider_name":"Vicky Gooden","provider_url":"http:\/\/www.vickygooden.com","author_name":"vickygooden","author_url":"http:\/\/www.vickygooden.com\/index.php\/author\/vickygooden\/","title":"Right now my best will just have to be good enough. - Vicky Gooden","type":"rich","width":600,"height":338,"html":"<blockquote class=\"wp-embedded-content\" data-secret=\"lH9U7xVwVR\"><a href=\"http:\/\/www.vickygooden.com\/index.php\/2017\/06\/17\/right-now-best-will-just-good-enough\/\">Right now my best will just have to be good enough.<\/a><\/blockquote><iframe sandbox=\"allow-scripts\" security=\"restricted\" src=\"http:\/\/www.vickygooden.com\/index.php\/2017\/06\/17\/right-now-best-will-just-good-enough\/embed\/#?secret=lH9U7xVwVR\" width=\"600\" height=\"338\" title=\"&#8220;Right now my best will just have to be good enough.&#8221; &#8212; Vicky Gooden\" data-secret=\"lH9U7xVwVR\" frameborder=\"0\" marginwidth=\"0\" marginheight=\"0\" scrolling=\"no\" class=\"wp-embedded-content\"><\/iframe><script>\n\/*! This file is auto-generated *\/\n!function(d,l){\"use strict\";l.querySelector&&d.addEventListener&&\"undefined\"!=typeof URL&&(d.wp=d.wp||{},d.wp.receiveEmbedMessage||(d.wp.receiveEmbedMessage=function(e){var t=e.data;if((t||t.secret||t.message||t.value)&&!\/[^a-zA-Z0-9]\/.test(t.secret)){for(var s,r,n,a=l.querySelectorAll('iframe[data-secret=\"'+t.secret+'\"]'),o=l.querySelectorAll('blockquote[data-secret=\"'+t.secret+'\"]'),c=new RegExp(\"^https?:$\",\"i\"),i=0;i<o.length;i++)o[i].style.display=\"none\";for(i=0;i<a.length;i++)s=a[i],e.source===s.contentWindow&&(s.removeAttribute(\"style\"),\"height\"===t.message?(1e3<(r=parseInt(t.value,10))?r=1e3:~~r<200&&(r=200),s.height=r):\"link\"===t.message&&(r=new URL(s.getAttribute(\"src\")),n=new URL(t.value),c.test(n.protocol))&&n.host===r.host&&l.activeElement===s&&(d.top.location.href=t.value))}},d.addEventListener(\"message\",d.wp.receiveEmbedMessage,!1),l.addEventListener(\"DOMContentLoaded\",function(){for(var e,t,s=l.querySelectorAll(\"iframe.wp-embedded-content\"),r=0;r<s.length;r++)(t=(e=s[r]).getAttribute(\"data-secret\"))||(t=Math.random().toString(36).substring(2,12),e.src+=\"#?secret=\"+t,e.setAttribute(\"data-secret\",t)),e.contentWindow.postMessage({message:\"ready\",secret:t},\"*\")},!1)))}(window,document);\n\/\/# sourceURL=http:\/\/www.vickygooden.com\/wp-includes\/js\/wp-embed.min.js\n<\/script>\n","thumbnail_url":"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.vickygooden.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/06\/albumtemp.jpg?fit=1433%2C548&ssl=1","thumbnail_width":1433,"thumbnail_height":548,"description":"Last week was my first week back at work. Well, no. The week before was, but for a whole week I had no email account so just sort of loitered and attended meetings and caught up with people face to face. And nothing much had changed. Apart from some of my favourite friendly faces having left the company, the deal was pretty much the same. It&#8217;s like I could&#8217;ve just pressed pause 3 months ago. I&#8217;ve always been a bit&#8230;what was it my school reports consistently said? Conscientious. That bloody word. Every single school report. A synonym of it is painstaking. Wow. Pains taking. Taking pain? I&#8217;m used to putting my all into my projects. Over the last 8 years in my current job I&#8217;ve worked silly hours, many times being at the office until 11pm while working through a TV show launch. And I&#8217;ve loved it. A labour of love indeed. Had I already had a few babies since getting married some 6 years ago then maybe I&#8217;d still be that version of me. But I&#8217;m not. There is now no &#8216;work me&#8217; and a separate &#8216;me me&#8217;. That&#8217;s just too exhausting. There&#8217;s just me. Last Monday I suffered [&hellip;]"}