{"version":"1.0","provider_name":"Vicky Gooden","provider_url":"https:\/\/www.vickygooden.com","author_name":"vickygooden","author_url":"https:\/\/www.vickygooden.com\/index.php\/author\/vickygooden\/","title":"When she hasn\u2019t \u2018got this\u2019 - Vicky Gooden","type":"rich","width":600,"height":338,"html":"<blockquote class=\"wp-embedded-content\" data-secret=\"phSmJORdl5\"><a href=\"https:\/\/www.vickygooden.com\/index.php\/2018\/08\/04\/when-she-hasnt-got-this\/\">When she hasn\u2019t \u2018got this\u2019<\/a><\/blockquote><iframe sandbox=\"allow-scripts\" security=\"restricted\" src=\"https:\/\/www.vickygooden.com\/index.php\/2018\/08\/04\/when-she-hasnt-got-this\/embed\/#?secret=phSmJORdl5\" width=\"600\" height=\"338\" title=\"&#8220;When she hasn\u2019t \u2018got this\u2019&#8221; &#8212; Vicky Gooden\" data-secret=\"phSmJORdl5\" frameborder=\"0\" marginwidth=\"0\" marginheight=\"0\" scrolling=\"no\" class=\"wp-embedded-content\"><\/iframe><script>\n\/*! This file is auto-generated *\/\n!function(d,l){\"use strict\";l.querySelector&&d.addEventListener&&\"undefined\"!=typeof URL&&(d.wp=d.wp||{},d.wp.receiveEmbedMessage||(d.wp.receiveEmbedMessage=function(e){var t=e.data;if((t||t.secret||t.message||t.value)&&!\/[^a-zA-Z0-9]\/.test(t.secret)){for(var s,r,n,a=l.querySelectorAll('iframe[data-secret=\"'+t.secret+'\"]'),o=l.querySelectorAll('blockquote[data-secret=\"'+t.secret+'\"]'),c=new RegExp(\"^https?:$\",\"i\"),i=0;i<o.length;i++)o[i].style.display=\"none\";for(i=0;i<a.length;i++)s=a[i],e.source===s.contentWindow&&(s.removeAttribute(\"style\"),\"height\"===t.message?(1e3<(r=parseInt(t.value,10))?r=1e3:~~r<200&&(r=200),s.height=r):\"link\"===t.message&&(r=new URL(s.getAttribute(\"src\")),n=new URL(t.value),c.test(n.protocol))&&n.host===r.host&&l.activeElement===s&&(d.top.location.href=t.value))}},d.addEventListener(\"message\",d.wp.receiveEmbedMessage,!1),l.addEventListener(\"DOMContentLoaded\",function(){for(var e,t,s=l.querySelectorAll(\"iframe.wp-embedded-content\"),r=0;r<s.length;r++)(t=(e=s[r]).getAttribute(\"data-secret\"))||(t=Math.random().toString(36).substring(2,12),e.src+=\"#?secret=\"+t,e.setAttribute(\"data-secret\",t)),e.contentWindow.postMessage({message:\"ready\",secret:t},\"*\")},!1)))}(window,document);\n\/\/# sourceURL=https:\/\/www.vickygooden.com\/wp-includes\/js\/wp-embed.min.js\n<\/script>\n","thumbnail_url":"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.vickygooden.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/08\/img_3803.jpg?fit=2000%2C976","thumbnail_width":2000,"thumbnail_height":976,"description":"I think I\u2019m seen as one of those girls&#8230;ok women, that copes. I think a default position in other people\u2019s minds when stuff is thrown at me is that I\u2019ve \u2018got this\u2019. This morning I didn\u2019t. Whatever it usually is that I\u2019ve got, I forgot. It went out of the window.&nbsp; While some of my NCT pals rejoiced in it being the weekend and therefore daddy daycare\/night shifts kicking in to give the mammas some much, much needed time off, I was home alone again in the morning as John left mega early to go work on our house extension.&nbsp; Now of course wowzers, I am so lucky to have a situation where by and large my other half is around on balance probably more than a dad with a \u2018normal\u2019 9-5 but with the extension project (caveat: eternally grateful for and thankful that hubs is working his arse off on that when he\u2019s tired too) and him prepping for his real job too plus all his other plans and dreams, how can I expect more help? Yet I crave it at times. I have no real reprieve to look forward to each week like perhaps other new mums do [&hellip;]"}